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Sarah's Birthday｜庆陈淑桦生日
1. About this Issue • 庆陈淑桦生日
1. About this Issue • 庆陈淑桦生日
五月十四日是陈淑桦的生日，对歌友来说也是个值得庆祝的日子。为庆生，我们索取了过去一年来歌友在YouTube上给陈淑桦的留言，其中装满了歌友对她的祝福、支持、和关爱。就如她的歌声陪伴许多歌友渡过最艰难的日子，也愿歌友的祝福给陈淑桦的生活带来更多的温馨。
We celebrate Sarah Chen’s birthday, a special occasion for her fans. We collected messages posted on her YouTube videos over the past 12 months. The outpouring of support, gratitude, and love for Sarah was overwhelming. Just as her songs have carried so many people through their lowest days, may the community’s love now fill her heart.
2. Song of The Issue • 本期歌曲
2. Song of The Issue • 本期歌曲
Rain By The Window (Click for English)
Rain By The Window (Click for English)
Have you ever wondered what happened to the woman in Li Qing-Zhao’s famous verse “Like a Dream,” on the night before she had the fateful conversation with the maid about crabapple blossoms?
The answer, in my imagination, lies in “Rain by the Window” by Sarah Chen, originally appearing on the 1985 album Black Hair Turns White. Composed by Lou Wen-Zhong, the song captures the sorrow of a woman, alone on a rainy night, pouring out wine but afraid it would bring back memories of her heartbreaking past.
“Rain by the Window,” one of the most quintessential Sarah Chen songs, gives renewed meaning to Li Qing-Zhao’s verse, providing a fitting backstory to the night before. In her gentle voice, Chen slowly unfolds the woman’s loneliness and sorrow, as she is both tempted to drown her emotions in wine and worried it would bring the memories back. As she repeats the second verse, Chen briefly breaks her voice – as if about to cry – only to return to a steady rhythm as she gathers herself, ending with “my past, scattering like flowers in the rain.” We know she will succumb to the heaviness of her feelings, become drunk, and wake up to ask about the flowers.
Though Black Hair Turns White was an important moment in Chen’s career – coming after her Golden Bell Award and marking the point when she began to guide her own musical direction – “Rain by the Window” remains obscure. It was never included in later compilations and survives through a single low-quality YouTube upload. Chen's Rock Records colleagues would later downplay the album’s significance, seeing it as typecasting Chen as a singer of sad songs. Chen herself seems to be the only one who appreciates it, re-recording “Rain by the Window” a decade later before she stepped away from music.
Yet the song, much like Li Qing-Zhao’s verse, endures. It captures a vulnerable state of mind that we all feel but cannot describe. Some emotions can neither be suppressed nor shared. They are released only in a poem or a song. Through “Rain by the Window” and her other work, Sarah Chen’s music connects to listeners in ways that even a close friend or loved one cannot quite do.
你有没有想过，李清照在「如梦令-昨夜雨疏风骤」里和卷帘人说起海棠花前，头一天晚上发生了什么？
在我的想象中，头天晚上的一幕出现在陈淑桦的歌曲《窗前雨》里面。这首歌由楼文中谱写，初版收录在1985年专辑《黑发变白发》里。歌中叙述一位女子在雨夜独坐窗前，酒倾入杯中，却不敢面对酒后唤起的记忆。
《窗前雨》是一首最具陈淑桦特色的歌，给李清照的词提供了一种恰当的解释。陈淑桦轻柔的歌声缓缓地道出女子的孤独和悲伤，既需要酒醉来淹没伤感，又无法面对醉酒后的回忆。唱到第二段时，“有多少凄冷雨“，陈淑桦短暂地进入她独特的哭声，随后控制心情，回到平稳的步调。当她唱完”如花飘零的过去“时，你又怎能抹去那份惆怅？所以你知道她最终没有能承受住悲痛，喝醉了，然后便浓睡不消残酒，醒来后问卷帘人海棠花是不是已经飘落。
《黑发变白发》是陈淑桦歌唱生涯转折点的作品，那时她刚拿下金钟奖；这张唱片是她全力投入自己音乐制作的起点。但《窗前雨》是她的冷门，从未进入陈淑桦精选集，在YouTube上只有一份音质不佳的民间上传。陈淑桦离开百代后，滚石同事看不上她以前的作品，说《黑发变白发》将她框定为悲情歌手。陈淑桦本人似乎是唯一珍惜这张专辑的人。1995年底离坛前，她重新录制了《窗前雨》。
但就跟李清照的词一样，《窗前雨》随时间的推移越来越美。陈淑桦准确地捕捉了我们都感受过，却描述不出来的凄凉夜。有些感情没法和别人倾诉，闷在心里又难以释怀，诗词和歌曲也许是唯一的抒情方式。《窗前雨》这样的歌将陈淑桦带到听众心灵最深的地方。她给予的安慰是亲朋好友有时也无法替代的。
3. Music Box Birthday Special • 音乐盒生日特辑
3. Music Box Birthday Special • 音乐盒生日特辑
Music Box Special (Click for English)
Music Box Special (Click for English)
We are pleased to spotlight the “Bless Sarah - 2022 Sarah Chen Birthday Special,” produced by Music Box, a Singapore-based YouTube channel. Hosted by Wen Long and produced by Ryan Tan, the episode featured Sarah Chen’s songs spanning two decades. Recorded before the construction of Sarah Chen Memory Gate, the show provided a largely accurate account of Chen’s career and albums. While it devoted significant airtime to songs written by Jonathan Lee, it correctly noted that the two musicians collaborated on only three albums and a handful of songs.
The episode also included a live audience who offered heartfelt wishes to Chen, reflecting her enduring impact in Singapore and an international community that continue to relate to her.
我们给读者介绍音乐盒做的“Bless Sarah - 陈淑桦 2022 生日特辑”。音乐盒是来自新加坡的YouTube频道，节目由文龙主持，Ryan Tan 是特辑的制作人，涵盖了陈淑桦从职业早期以来的歌曲。四年前这个特辑推出时，我们的网站「陈淑桦记忆的门」还没有创建，那时不容易找到关于陈淑桦的准确的资料。音乐盒的特辑做的好是因为它对陈淑桦的作品和生涯做了比较准确的描述。虽然节目播了多首陈淑桦与李宗盛合作的歌，文龙指出他二人的合作只限于三张专辑和数十首歌，在陈淑桦的作品中占很小的一部分。
特辑播出时有现场听众，他们为陈淑桦留了不少生日祝福，这是她在新加坡和海外有长期影响力的见证。
4. Four-Thousand Wishes • 四千声祝福
4. Four-Thousand Wishes • 四千声祝福
Four-Thousand Wishes (Click for English)
Four-Thousand Wishes (Click for English)
After devoting herself to music for nearly three decades, Sarah Chen ended her career around 1996. For the next decades, she stayed away from public life, relinquishing control over her work and career narrative. This effectively froze her work – and her artistic image – at its peak. But how do listeners today engage with her music? Can it endure, especially in her absence and without an official foundation to preserve her legacy? We turn to YouTube for an answer.
We collected public comments left on Sarah Chen’s music videos over the past 12 months (April 2025 to April 2026). For comparison, we examined the same 12-month period ten years earlier (April 2015 to April 2016), and compiled parallel data for Julie Sue, a notable Mandopop singer whose career overlapped with Chen’s. Chen and Sue both broke through in 1983, competed for the same music awards in the 1980s and 1990s, wrapped up major recording activity in the mid-1990s, and released about 20 albums over roughly 15 years. Unlike Chen, Sue did not fully retire and remained visible, receiving a Golden Melody Lifetime Achievement Award in 2018. Her continued presence likely helped center Sue herself as the primary author of her music. Chen’s absence, together with a history of being marketed as a “transformed” singer, has been accompanied by reductive narratives that credit her success to the men she worked with.
Given Chen’s disengagement and the persistence of such narratives, one might expect listeners’ engagement with Chen’s music to fade over time, especially relative to Sue’s. The data, however, tell a different story.
Dataset Unique Videos Comments Commenters Total Views
苏芮 (2015) 21 293 249
苏芮 (Recent) 95 1,592 1,244 73,909,763
陈淑桦 (2015) 75 589 476
陈淑桦 (Recent)312 4,388 3,145 212,647,971
Even accounting for platform growth over the past decade, the eightfold increase in comments on Sarah Chen’s videos is surprising. In fact, when we recently polled fans, only 22% correctly guessed 4,000 as the number of comments left in the past year.
Rather than fading, engagement with Sarah Chen’s music has grown. And the numbers do not tell the whole story – the comments themselves, synthesized below and in the “Rain by the Window” video, read like thousands of birthday wishes, revealing how strongly listeners remain attached to the singer and her music.
Figure 1. (Left Panel) Number of comments left on Julie Sue's (left) and Sarah Chen's (right) YouTube videos, for a 12-month period at two time points. (Right Panel) A poll on our YouTube channel showing that, when told that Sarah Chen's videos got 589 comments in 2015, most responders underestimated the number of comments her videos received in 2025 (N=18).
图一。（左图）YouTube上听众在苏芮和陈淑桦视频上的留言数目，包括去年和十年前的数据。（右图）最近我们频道投票结果：听众得知2015年陈淑桦的视频有589条留言后，只有少部分正确地猜到2025年留言的数目 （N=18）。
在她近三十年的歌唱生涯里，陈淑桦是一位非常用心的音乐家。1996年退离歌坛后，她却完全放弃了她的作品，也不再参与自己的职业定位。她的作品和音乐形象便冻结在巅峰期。三十年后，听众如何看待她的音乐？既然她本人已经不介入，也没有建立基金会维护她的声誉，她的歌曲是不是就这么冷下去？最近，我们在YouTube上索取了答案。
我们收集了过去一年来听众在陈淑桦视频上的留言（从2025年四月到2026年四月）。作为对照，我们还调出十年前的留言（即2015-2016年），以及苏芮视频上这两个时间段的留言。苏芮和陈淑桦职业轨道接近，两人都在1983年左右走红，在八九十年代角逐过相同的音乐奖项，至九十年代中期走入事业尾声时，两人都在十五年里录制了大约二十张专辑。但苏芮没有退离歌坛，她继续演出，到2018年获取了金曲奖特别贡献奖。苏芮事业后期的轨迹比较常规，她的持续工作也许对职业定位有帮助——关于苏芮的评述通常聚集在她自己，而不是某个制作人。陈淑桦彻底离坛不说，在滚石有一段时间被宣传为被李宗盛转型的例子；时间长了，她的贡献被削弱，连官方渠道也总将她的成功定位在后期合作者身上。
在这样的背景下，我们预测的是，随着时间的推移，听众会逐渐忘却陈淑桦的音乐，尤其是和苏芮相比。出人意料，YouTube 数据和我们的预测完全相反（图一，左）。
数据 独特视频数目 留言数目 独特留言者 视频点击总数
苏芮 (2015) 21 293 249
苏芮 (Recent) 95 1,592 1,244 73,909,763
陈淑桦 (2015) 75 589 476
陈淑桦 (Recent)312 4,388 3,145 212,647,971
哪怕是考虑到YouTube十年来的增长，陈淑桦视频留言量的增长也令人诧异。前几天，我们让YouTube上的歌友猜陈淑桦视频的增长。只有22%的歌友猜到最近的留言量达到四千（图一，右）。
这十年来，听众非但没有忘掉陈淑桦的作品，反而越加投入她的歌曲。这不光是留言量的增长——如下文所说（以及《窗前雨》视频里展现），这些留言像是给陈淑桦的四千声祝福，反应了歌友对她深沉的敬爱和祝福。
5. Sister Sarah 淑桦姐
5. Sister Sarah 淑桦姐
Sister Sarah (Click for English)
Sister Sarah (Click for English)
The most notable difference between Julie Sue’s comments and Sarah Chen’s is their intimacy. Fans refer to Sue by her full name; Chen is often addressed as “Sarah,” “Sister Sarah,” or “Sarah, Big Sister.”
Messages on Sue’s videos are primarily about her songs; few are directed to her personally. This does not mean that Sue’s comments are neutral – many are deeply personal, as “Dear Child” reminds listeners of children they have lost, “Holding Hands” of spouses they have loved, and “Papa, Can You Hear Me” of their late parents. But taken as a whole, Sue’s videos elicit reflections on how listeners relate to the songs, not the singer.
Chen’s comments are also often about the songs’ impact. But a significant portion are addressed to the singer herself. Fans speak to her, not just about her. The sentiment expressed by user @alllivesmatter785 is representative of many messages: “Sister Sarah, your voice accompanied my youth. You are forever the goddess in my heart. No matter where you are, I hope you are living a happy and beautiful life.”
These direct messages were already notable a decade ago and have only intensified in the past year. They are often heartfelt, revealing how important Chen’s music has been in listeners’ lives. One message by @MaxH7086 captures this sentiment: “In my lowest, loneliest days, I listened to her songs every day. They carried me through.”
Call it parasocial if you will, but Sarah Chen is not just a singer to her listeners. She is as intimate as a sister – a sister whose voice remains with them in their most vulnerable moments. The longing is almost unbearably touching, as many express how much they have missed her. Yet fans are also deeply understanding. As much as they long for her, few call for her return. User @水問-j4s expresses this respect for Chen’s choices: “In my heart she is forever the queen of pop. I wish the present-day Sarah a happy life of her own choosing.”
Ever since I discovered Sarah Chen’s songs two years ago, I have felt that a special soul lives in her music. After reading through 4,000 wishes, I understand why. Through her music, Chen occupies an intimate place in her listeners’ hearts – a place reserved for a big sister who speaks to you, listens to you, and stays with you when you need her most.
歌友给苏芮和陈淑桦留言的最大的差异是亲近程度。歌友以全名称呼苏芮，而陈淑桦通常被称为“淑桦”，“淑桦姐”，和“淑桦姐姐”。
在苏芮视频里的留言通常是针对歌曲，而不是留给苏芮本人的。这不等于说这些留言都很“冷酷”——苏芮有些歌引出相当深沉的情感，比如听众在《亲爱的小孩》里对自己过世子女的伤痛，《牵手》中对配偶的思念，《酒干倘卖无》里对先父的怀念。但总的来说，苏芮视频里看到的是听众如何体验她的作品，而不是听众对她的感情。
陈淑桦视频的留言也有不少是针对歌曲而来的。但和苏芮的不同，陈淑桦视频里有不少直接写给陈淑桦的话。歌友 @alllivesmatter785 给陈淑桦的留言很典型: “淑桦姐，您的歌声伴随了我的少年时光，您一直是我心中女神的存在。不论您在何时何地，希望您都过得开心美丽。”
这些“给淑桦的信”在十年前就有，过去一年更加明显。许多留言非常感人，可以看出陈淑桦的音乐在听众生命中不可或缺的重要意义。就如歌友 @MaxH7086 所说: “曾經在最孤獨，失落的日子，每天聽著她的歌，陪我走過低谷”。
你可以称这些留言为“拟社会关系”（近乎“单相思”），但不可否认的是，陈淑桦对许多听众来说不只是一位歌手。她的地位更接近于想象中的姐姐，是在听众最痛苦的时候陪伴着他们的声音。留言里，歌友对陈淑桦的思念很感人，他们真的很想她。尽管如此，大多数歌友对她也很体贴和谅解，很少有人要她重返歌坛。歌友 @水問-j4s 的留言是大众的想法：“她是我心中永遠的歌后，祝福現在的她，能夠幸福的擁有自己想要過的生活！”
两年前我偶然涉入陈淑桦的音乐世界，那时就觉得她的音乐很特别，仿佛在歌中生灵。读了四千多条留言后，我明白了她为什么这么特别。通过她的音乐，陈淑桦进入了听众心灵最亲切的深处，那是留给姐姐的地方。当你最需要她的时候，她在歌声中倾诉你的心声，体验你的感受，就这么静静地陪你渡过难关。
6. BLOG – Becoming Younger
6. BLOG – Becoming Younger
越来越年轻
越来越年轻
For Sarah: Within you'll remain and always will
On a mission to secure a rare Sarah Chen album, I enlisted the help of a friend with connections to a local seller. Not hiding his astonishment, he asked, “Sarah Chen? I listened to her in college. Why are you listening to her now?” To which I replied, “Because her music has grown younger.”
The YouTube data support this age-defying observation. Ten years ago, comments about Chen’s music were largely nostalgic, with remarks such as “The song was very popular more than 20 years ago, and I was very young then," and “Songs from my parents’ era have more flavor.” One could not help noticing the sense that these songs were getting old, belonged to an earlier generation, and were loved for their nostalgic value.
As another decade passed, with no sign of Chen ever returning, her songs took on a new life. YouTube’s algorithm did not care how old they were, or how they were originally marketed – only whether they continued to perform. Over the past decade, Chen’s songs have reached newer listeners and a more global audience; Sarah Chen Memory Gate originated from that path. The nostalgia is still there, but increasingly, Chen’s music is valued for what it sounds like, not how it was marketed.
Rivaling the many comments on how beautiful Chen was are substantive comments about the value of her music. User @músicadelouvor2 wrote, “Sarah Chen’s voice is like moonlight at 3 a.m., gentle yet revealing the deepest wounds in one’s heart.” Capturing many listeners’ appreciation for the meaning of Chen’s music, user @tingfeng6482 wrote, “When I was young, I simply found the songs beautiful. Now that I am older, I finally understand what they mean.” Recognizing the timelessness of Chen’s work, user @acura1215 commented, “Sarah Chen is forever beautiful and noble. Her songs are moving. Her life is not limited to the present; she will always be with us in the future.”
Much as Li Qingzhao’s verse still resonates centuries later, Sarah Chen’s music gains timelessness with each passing year. I may be listening to “old songs,” but as long as they touch a beating heart, they remain forever young.
Happy birthday, Sarah. “Within you’ll remain and always will.”
越来越年轻
越来越年轻
为了得到一张失传的陈淑桦专辑，我曾经找一位当地的朋友帮忙。他诧异地问：“陈淑桦？我上大学时就听她的歌，你怎么现在才开始听她“？我跟他说，“因为她的音乐越来越年轻”。
YouTube 数据支持这种“生命逆转”的说法。十年前，陈淑桦视频里的留言主要是念旧，比如：“二十多年前的歌當時超紅，那時我也超年輕。” 或者：“還是我爸媽那年代的歌聽起來比較有味道”。那些留言给人的感觉是她的歌在老去，属于上一代，它们的价值是勾起对自己过去的怀念。
奇怪的是，十年后，陈淑桦虽然没有任何迹象要重返歌坛，她的歌却活了过来。其中一个重要的因素是YouTube自动推荐的机制, 不管歌曲是新是老，不管当年的宣传工作是低调还是夸张，只有现在有人点击，系统就会推荐它。十年来，在电脑的自动推荐下，陈淑桦的音乐传到了新的听众，进入了更国际化的区域——「陈淑桦记忆的门」就是这么打开的。虽然也有不少听众在怀旧，但随着时间的推移，陈淑桦音乐的成败在它自己的价值上，而不是靠当年的商业运作。
歌友留言中是有不少感叹她的容颜，但也有很多是对她音乐自身的评论。歌友 @músicadelouvor2 写道, “陳淑樺的聲音就像凌晨三點的月光，溫柔卻照見心底最深的傷。” 而歌友@tingfeng6482的留言则体现了听众对陈淑桦音乐的珍惜：“年輕時聽著只是覺得很好聽，現在年紀大了，才能體會出歌詞的內容。” 歌友@acura1215 一语道破陈淑桦音乐的永恒：“陳淑樺是永遠的美麗和高貴，她的歌曲動人，她的人生也不是只有現在，還有我們一起走的未來！”
就如李清照的词永生了一样，陈淑桦的音乐随着时间而逐渐沉淀为永恒。我听的歌是很老，但只要它们能打动一颗跳跃的心，歌曲自身便是常青。
淑桦，生日快乐！你永驻我们心中。
给淑桦——你永驻我们心中
Why Julie Sue as a Reference
Why Julie Sue as a Reference
We chose Julie Sue in part because the creator has long been a fan of Sue and is therefore equally familiar with both singers. For nostalgia, Sue has an advantage: her songs bring back old memories, Chen’s don’t. Sue’s numbers, though lower than Chen’s, are still very strong and consistent with those of a regional legacy singer.
选苏芮作对照的原因
选苏芮作对照的原因
之所以选苏芮作对照，并不是要把她比下去。相反，选苏芮的原因之一是网主是苏芮的长期粉丝，所以对苏芮和陈淑桦的作品同样的熟悉。从怀旧的角度来说，苏芮占优势：她的歌引发回忆，而陈淑桦的歌只带来知性的认识。苏芮的统计数据虽然比陈淑桦的少，但任然非常可观，尤其是对一个离坛已久、有区域性影响的歌手来说。
Appendix - YouTube Search Method 数据搜索方法
Appendix - YouTube Search Method 数据搜索方法
We ran Python code using an API key to crawl through YouTube’s database for public comments left on Sarah Chen’s and Julie Sue’s music videos. The search was restricted to two periods: April 2015-April 2016, and April 2025-April 2026, returning key comment properties: video, username, comment text, and date. We then manually inspected the output to remove irrelevant videos (e.g., an instrumental or cover version of Sarah Chen’s songs), duplicates, and channel responses without substantive content. We retained videos about the singers, such as a recent Taiwan TV episode on Sarah Chen, because the comments revealed fans’ feelings toward her.
Acknowledgements
Acknowledgements
This site was enriched by the generosity of a long-time Sarah Chen fan from Malaysia, C.Y., who shared her personal collection of clippings and magazine articles spanning much of Chen's career (1983-1996).
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